Rated: NC-17
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes
Word count: 89162 Read: 48069
Published: 04/16/2009 Updated: 06/10/2009
1. Chapter 1 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 10] (2664 words)
This is my first attempt at an all human Buffy story. :)
2. Chapter 2 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 7] (3732 words)
3. Chapter 3 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 9] (3580 words)
4. Chapter 4 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (2500 words)
5. Chapter 5 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (3417 words)
To clear something up...in chapter 4, I was doing a flashback scene of the night Buffy and Spike slept together. I think some people were confused, but I can't figure out how to do italics...LOL...sorry about the confusion!
6. Chapter 6 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 11] (3540 words)
7. Chapter 7 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (3934 words)
Author's Note: Please let me know what you thought of the chapter! I've recently become obsessed with the song sung by James Marsters, and I wanted to incorproate it into this...thought it would be cute!
Here's a link to a video I created using this song, if you wanna hear how it goes. :)
http://buffytube.ning.com/video/looking-at-you
8. Chapter 8 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 9] (2712 words)
9. Chapter 9 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 9] (2959 words)
Just so you know, I'm loving all of your comments on the story! I haven't replied to some of them yet, because my computer is being super slow and having issues with the browser, but I will reply to them all as soon as I can! I appreciate each and every one of them!
10. Chapter 10 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 6] (2149 words)
11. Chapter 11 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 5] (2510 words)
12. Chapter 12 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 7] (1873 words)
13. Chapter 13 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (2338 words)
14. Chapter 14 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 7] (3175 words)
15. Chapter 15 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (3218 words)
16. Chapter 16 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 6] (2140 words)
17. Chapter 17 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 10] (2278 words)
Make sure you read Chapter 16 first! I updated with both chappies today. :)
18. Chapter 18 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (2206 words)
Yeah...I wasn't going to do this, but I decided to go with my gut. MAKE SURE YOU CHECK OUT THE WARNING!
19. Chapter 19 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 10] (2231 words)
20. Chapter 20 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 10] (1765 words)
Make sure you've read Chapter 19 first! I've updated both 19 and 20 today.
21. Chapter 21 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 9] (2423 words)
22. Chapter 22 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (2368 words)
23. Chapter 23 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 6] (2177 words)
You asked for smut? Here's some smutty goodness. :)
24. When You Need Me by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 7] (2211 words)
25. Chapter 25 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (2376 words)
26. Chapter 26 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 6] (4373 words)
Smut? Ask and you shall receive! ;)
27. Chapter 27 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 16] (2148 words)
Make sure you read the previous chapter first! I updated it yesterday. :)
28. Chapter 28 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 12] (2187 words)
29. Chapter 29 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (3068 words)
30. Chapter 30 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 6] (1754 words)
Make sure you read the previous chapter! I updated twice today!
31. Chapter 31 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 5] (3014 words)
32. Chapter 32 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 12] (2770 words)
33. Chapter 33 by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 8] (2246 words)
34. Epilogue by BuffyXenaDQFan [Reviews - 13] (1126 words)