Oh wow. I love your writing because you describe everything in a manner that it makes it soo real. And I enjoy how you write Spike's and Buffy's thoughts. Both of them are so much like each other but are burdened with so much too. It makes me sad, mad and happy that Buffy can write "I love you" on Spike's chest. They shouldn't have to fight against everything to let their love fluorish. They are still hiding under their masks, I hope they take them off soon. I hope you will update soon.