This is heartbreaking... I trust you, but it's really exquisitely painful reading at the moment. You have a talent -- I hope you are writing professionally now, or at least working toward that.

LOVE THIS STORY, THERE HAS TO BE A WAY FOR BUFFY AND SPIKE TO BE TOGETHER... PLEASE?

So to the pub again. It's good to know that Spike has friends that worry about him, isn't it always? But especially for him because Buffy has to go in less than for weeks. *grins* Loved that Giles told him to get professional help. Oh and now Spike wants to proof to Giles that Buffy is really a muse. But Buffy has it bad for Spike indeed, getting so loud to defend him when Giles did upset her (practically saying that Spike was lying). Cute :) And he! Buffy found a way to convince him :) "Vinegar, I changed it with my magical powers that don't exist."
And Giles saw it too that both are very fond of each other. The fainting was fun too. It was a bit much if you don't expect it *gg*. So sad that Buffy isn't aloud to come back.
Awe, that's so sweet! I would rather have a moment in your arms, my sweet poet, than an eternity of never knowing your touch."
I can understand that Buffy wants Spike to find another woman and get happy again with her because she can't stay. Spike will get older, die one day when Buffy still will be alive, remembering. *sniff* That promise is too much for him now. It's not the same as if they would have been married and Buffy would die; he'll always know that she is alive (if his memory doesn't get lost) and around, but not with him. Kinda sad indeed, right? ~ Good update :)

The scene with Rupert was a funny interlude. I especially liked Buffy's snarky "I changed it with my magical powers that don't exist" line. Spike and Buffy seem resigned to their parting in less than a month. I'm sure you have other plans for them.

The scene with Rupert made me laugh and the closing scene with Spike and Buffy made me cry. Loved the chapter!

So bittersweet. Looking forward to how their road will be.. Lovely chapter. And fun with the Giles-section.. lol

That was very sweet. You made me cry. I feel bad for them. It really isn't fair. *sigh* Love this story. Its amazing and I can't wait for more. ; )

wow addie this story has a sad note to it i hope it has a happy endhing though.

Love Buffy proving a point to Giles. And I love that Giles sees their passion. And Spike, knowing that getting any more involved with this woman will absolutely destroy him, and yet he cannot resist that pull. It's wonderful and I'm always looking forward to more.

I just love this story. This was another great chapter and though it makes me a little sad I'm sure you'll give us a happy ending ;)

-Is eating Phish food- Lol!

Thought I would try something new:

Favorite line: "I changed it with my magical powers that don't exist."

Favorite sad part: He could only taste her, never truly have her. "I…" He stopped, his jaw growing tight. "This isn't bloody fair."

Favorite sad but touching part: "I would rather have a moment in your arms, my sweet poet, than an eternity of never knowing your touch."

General: I really like that they'r not just saying screw it (no pun intended, honest) and forgetting the rules. I like that they're at least trying to control themselves.

Lovely job as ever Addie. :)

Awwwww....

Giles...hee hee hee

Such a lovely story, I think that maybe the PTB have an ulterior motive for sending Buffy to Spike, so they both can have what they deserve, Spike will have a love that is true to inspire him always, and Buffy can find the real meaning of poetry and love, and be able to find her true purpose. I am enjoying this sweet story and thanks