Date: 10/02/2006 - 12:05 am Title: Chapter 38
oh god, it's so sad!!! he can't go home! he just got here!!!
Date: 08/07/2006 - 12:49 pm Title: Chapter 38
Dam Dam Dam.This so infureating,so frustraigting.Dam.
Date: 08/07/2006 - 12:10 am Title: Chapter 38
Great chapter. Of course I wanted the hearts and flowers but naturally the conflict is so much better. I'm really hoping that when Spike agreed to go home that he's headed for her place. *please, please, please* One other thing. From Buffy's story it seems like she hadn't actually had sex with anyone before Spike came to town. If she didn't have sex with Angel, and she just did the phone sex job to learn how to have sex better...Was she actually a virgin when she had sex with Spike? Damn difficult for a woman to be a 'whore' when she's only had one partner.
Date: 08/06/2006 - 10:48 pm Title: Chapter 38
Hoping Spike doesn't actually leave! Great chapter!
Date: 08/06/2006 - 10:03 am Title: Chapter 38
Well that was a volatile reunion, I can't wait to find out where things go from here. Good update.
Date: 08/06/2006 - 05:34 am Title: Chapter 38
fix this. lol. great job.
Date: 08/06/2006 - 03:08 am Title: Chapter 38
Calling someone a bitch who is going through emotional upheaval is pretty heartless. I understand why Buffy did what she did. She just tried to KILL herself. She's broken - as in nowhere near even partially healed. C-O-M-P-A-S-S-I-O-N.
I have a feeling Spike is going home - to the guesthouse. He did declare he would not leave her this time and I'm gonna believe that for now. These two have a lot to work through and I hope Spike is up to the task AND has plenty of patience. Seems like a lot of mending is needed.
Date: 08/06/2006 - 02:11 am Title: Chapter 38
WTF!!!!! why do they keep fighting each other wen the both know they care about each other and want to be with each other. i love this story so much and am so happy u updated. i really wanted them to talk things out and work out their problems and get together, but i guess not. i really hope that buffy gets her shit together and goes to him and they see that theyre meant to be together. also i thought that spike wasnt going to let buffy push him away and wasnt going to leave her again. please update as soon as u can, i cant wait to read more and see wat happens next. thanx
Date: 08/05/2006 - 11:05 pm Title: Chapter 38
I have to admit, I was pissed at Buffy. I also thought, well 'that's that' however I remembered something...
When does Spike 'ever' give up on Buffy!?! (tee hee)
spuf
Date: 08/05/2006 - 08:23 pm Title: Chapter 38
I'm sorry, Buffy is not only actling like a bitch, she is a bitch. She wants to punish Spike under the illusion of trying to get better...to insinuate that he would not have her best interests at heart infuriate me...she'll forever hold the word "whore" over him, the one time he ever said that to her, and use it to be the right party...her treating him and making him feel like s**t she files under her low self esteem, and everyone, including Spike, will also...this Buffy is just too much.
Date: 08/05/2006 - 08:21 pm Title: Chapter 38
Don 't kill you? You're killing me! I'm so enraged at Buffy right now (and you get tyhe fallout cause you're writing it -sorry, it's a collateral damange kinda thing). Really, I love the tale, but at some point Buffy's gotta stop pushing him away and realize all that's he's trying to do to make it all work. She's just so down on herself I'm in tears over it. (Good job author, getting me all worked up like this). Anxiouxly awaiting your next installment (and going quietly insane with the angst)! Thanks for sharing. more please.
Date: 08/05/2006 - 07:17 pm Title: Chapter 38
Does that mean Spike really left? God I hope not. Update soon please!
Date: 08/05/2006 - 06:53 pm Title: Chapter 38
very understandable meeting. i liked it...just hoping the home that spike is going to is buffy's house! :)
Date: 08/05/2006 - 05:42 pm Title: Chapter 38
Could never hate you! We all know that Spike is just sitting in the waiting room or on his way to Joyce and Giles house. I don't see him going anywhere this time. Poor Buffy she's just a little lost right now. Girl needs to see that Angel, Riley and Parker are assholes and she is a good person. Got a question for you if Buffy never had sex with Angel does that mean Spike was her first? I don't think it was said, maybe it was and I need to re-read some parts.
Date: 08/05/2006 - 05:40 pm Title: Chapter 38
I wondered how the first meeting would go. Well it went not so good. I didn't really expect it to be all sugar and roses (not after the previous chapters). But Buffy isn't ready yet. ~ First she didn't believe Spike was there but after he kissed her things went down. I hope Joyce will let him stay, not go back again. And they are really able to talk. Because talk? Buffy didn't do that. She didn't tell Spike, she refused to tell him everything. She isn't ready yet... I hope she will soon or she'll lose him. There are more 'Harmony's around. ~ Till next chapter!
Date: 08/05/2006 - 04:32 pm Title: Chapter 38
Yaaay, I can't wait for the yahoo group.
I won't kill you for this chappy, it's realistic in that you shouldn't change her character so rapidly after something as traumatic as that. At least she was smart enough to acknowledge certain issues - FINALLY, but she still has some to work out. I'm torn between wanting Spike to be there for her as she 'heals emotionally' but on the other hand don't think it's wise to do so. A person can't have the object of their stupid mistakes in front of them, reminding them of their actions while trying to move past and deal with their inner-demons. Maybe he could move to Sunnydale at least to be near her but out of site, heal his relationship with his brother and receive constant reports on Buffy from Joyce - please??? Bravo, well done, looking forward to more. Oh and again, please include me in the group, pretty please???
Date: 08/05/2006 - 04:31 pm Title: Chapter 38
grrr, i was hoping things would have gotten better when they talked, but no such luck. i quit this story for a while because the angst was too much for me and then just now got back to it, after skipping over previous chapters when they weren't together. i couldn't really read that, and now i'm wishing that i didn't start up with it again. it seems there's no happiness at all in this. buffy's still an idiot and i don't care that she tried to kill herself. i'm still hating her in this. spike should have tried harder too, i hope he doesn't just go back home, but he'll probably be better off without the bitch.
Date: 08/05/2006 - 04:30 pm Title: Chapter 38
So.. is Spike going to go England-home or Buffy's house-home? =P.
Date: 08/05/2006 - 04:26 pm Title: Chapter 38
Oh, it'll be a tough road for them...