

Date: 10/09/2004 - 12:00 am Title: Longing
Spike obviously doesn't know what he wants (or he does, but doesn't think himiself worthey of her) Hopefully he will come to his senses soon, as per the first chapter, there is a little one on the way (probably because of this most recent encounter) That's what happens when you have sex....you produce babies....at my age, they are considered beautiful and god given....at my sister's age....little bitchy versions of herself and a huge nuisance...blah....Write more! Prove all Spuffy haters wrong (in the long run...as they do have a certain amount of angst to go thru.....don't we all?)

Date: 10/08/2004 - 08:50 pm Title: Prologue-Chapter 1
Your stors is awesome. It makes me happy and sad at the same time just as the title promises! Please update soon!

Date: 10/08/2004 - 08:47 pm Title: Prologue-Chapter 1
Your stors is awesome. It makes me happy and sad at the same time just as the title promises! Please update soon!

Date: 10/08/2004 - 08:23 pm Title: Longing
update soon please. i am dying to see what happens next

Date: 10/08/2004 - 04:50 pm Title: Longing
thank you for the update...i hope that they get back together soon

Date: 10/08/2004 - 01:34 pm Title: Longing
This one brought tears to my eyes, on the way corretction - spilling over. I think I know what would come next: She's got pregnant now. A kind of late birthday pressie, ain't it. And she'll leave. But what then? This story is really bittersweet, but I'll love it. Cordykitten

Date: 10/08/2004 - 01:00 pm Title: Longing
I am loving the story alot and I can't wait until you update the story again.

Date: 10/08/2004 - 12:58 pm Title: Longing
dammit you made me all weepy.*sighs and sniffles* you'll make it better eventually won't you? *crosses all available appendages* Great chapter though...can't wait for more.

Date: 10/08/2004 - 12:56 pm Title: Longing
I am loving the story alot and I can't wait until you update the story again.

Date: 10/08/2004 - 12:24 pm Title: Longing
One more thing, having lost somebody myself, I can understand Buffy's reaction. When feeling loss and despondency, you don't want to bring your loved ones down with you, thus the shutting out. At least I hope I interpreted right!
Author's Response: You interpreted perfectly. I was trying to get that point across. You don't want to be around anybody, but at the same time you don't want to be alone either, it's a very confusing thing.

Date: 10/08/2004 - 12:11 pm Title: Longing
That was so bitter-sweet it brought tears to my eyes. That hurt to read. Poor Buffy! This is such a good story, I don't think updates can happen fast enough since I am so anxious to know what is going to happen!

Date: 10/08/2004 - 12:07 pm Title: Longing
Love the story, annoyed with Buffy though. She blows the guy off for months then he makes it easier for her and walks away and she avoids him confirming his belief that she wanted to end it. Then tells Giles she's pregnant but that "He doesn't want me". UGH Sorry really good story just after so many years of BtVS Victim/never taking responsability Buffy still annoys me. Love it though

Date: 10/08/2004 - 11:19 am Title: Longing
I don't get him at all. He seemed totally cool and then Buffy's mom dies, she gets depressed and doesn't call him for a while, and he turns into a totally mean ass. What's up with him? Why can't he cut her some slack?
Good story.
Author's Response: I know it seems that way, but you have to remember that Spike didn't know she was depressed. He just thought she was blowing him off and trust became a big issue. He's just not ready to forget. Thanks for reading!

Date: 10/07/2004 - 04:35 pm Title: Avoidance
I looked at both sites for "Secrets" and didn't find it. Thanks for the Info. I sorry to see that Buffy's still bad. Trying not to meet Spike. *sigh* Yes, I'm looking forward to the next chapter. Cordykitten

Date: 10/07/2004 - 03:00 pm Title: Avoidance
That last chapter was just so heartbreaking. I probably read the prologue 3 or 4 times just to try and figure out what happened. Now that I know, it's even more sad! Loving the story! Can't wait for the sweet resolution.

Date: 10/07/2004 - 09:38 am Title: Avoidance
Update soon. I loved this chap. but it also made me sad. This story is written so well you feel like you are there.

Date: 10/06/2004 - 04:04 pm Title: In Pain
Thank you for tha wonderful chapter. i hope to see more in the future. One question though, are we catching up to normal time.
Author's Response: We are catching up to normal time. It's just about two or three more chapters and we'll be there. Thanks for reviewing!

Date: 10/06/2004 - 03:11 pm Title: In Pain
Now I understand how it came that they broke up - sorry to read, though. But we knew it from the beginning that it would come .... Cordykitten

Date: 10/06/2004 - 02:52 pm Title: In Pain
wow that was unexpected didnt see it coming and i hope that she and spike will try to work it out

Date: 10/06/2004 - 11:45 am Title: In Pain
Ouch! As one who has been through depression, I totally understand why she has no answers for him....and I agree with the like "it's just the alcohol talking!"...had he thought it through, he would have been a little more thoughtful, even if he was still upset at being shut out. Well written!
am looking forward to more....Soon!
Author's Response: I agree. This story is semi-autobiographical, so this chapter hit close to home and was not easy to write. I tried to include true elements and feelings. Thanks for reviewing!

Date: 10/05/2004 - 07:20 pm Title: Loving
loved the updates great job

Date: 10/05/2004 - 03:58 pm Title: Loving
Thanks a lot for two chapters! There's a lot Buffy has to go through now. I just hope Spike can help and Buffy will let him help her. Cordykitten

Date: 10/05/2004 - 10:35 am Title: Loving
amazing, thanx for combining the two chapters!

Date: 10/05/2004 - 09:49 am Title: Loving
Continue on because i wanna get to the angst. im a downer like that. review quickly

Date: 10/04/2004 - 10:32 pm Title: Staying
absolutely incredible keep up the good work