[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 04:36 pm Title: No!
OK, you've earned a rant-free review :-D
I can't begin to imagine how Buffy must have felt seeing the love of her life almost die again. Good thing she didn't let panic get the best of her, and managed to signal for help!
I only hope Spike realized how much she cares for him in his half conscious state (even though I'm sure he won't accept she loves him for a while).
Now update again *bounces* :-P
*hugs*
Author's Response: so glad that the eyelashes survived!! lol! Thanks so much for all your reviews. Will make up for the angst I promise - though perhaps not as well as you could!! lol!! More soon! *hugs back* (now safe from being throttled)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 04:16 pm Title: No!
thank heaven... When he took the pills in the previous chapter, I really started crying. please, no more drama! give us some smut instead ;-)
Author's Response: sorry for the tears - though it means that i did my job well! :) Will promise things get lighter and a tad hotter!! not that that would be difficult after all the angst lol! thanks for reviewing!! :)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 04:01 pm Title: No!
Bless you for not making us wait. I hope Buffy throttles him good once he's more coherent.
Author's Response: I was so scared of postingthat last chapter - no way was i going to make you wait!! :) thanks for reviewing :)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 03:53 pm Title: No!
Seems as if I'm lucky: New chapter! I wanted to ask but thought don't pressures... saves my nails (hopefully)
* P H E W* Well he's still depressed but he's alive. And maybe he has to listen to Buffy now. *hopes*
Author's Response: couldn't leave your nails in peril!! More tomorrow. least now he'll have to talk to her!!! :)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 03:47 pm Title: I'm Sorry...
Ah stupid man... not worth of Buffy? I guess it's the depression, it doesn't let him think straight. That is like watching a train wreck at the moment, you can see it getter worse.
I really hope Buffy will find him in time (or Angel gets suspicious because Spike reacted strange). *bites nails*
Author's Response: You haven't had to wait too long so i hope your nails survive!! LOL!! :)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 02:32 pm Title: I'm Sorry...
oh god, oh god, oh god! need an update. this is too horrible to contemplate. S can't do that! that's really too undignified, the hell with that he thinks!! It's stupid to do that! Now I really hope that there will be some kind of magical interference, so that other ppl wouldn't find out about it. A death and then a magical revival as a supernatural creature? lol, stupid, I know.
Author's Response: Won't keep you waiting too long I promise!! Sorry if you thought I'd deleted your revs - i promise that i didn't - glad to see you back!! :)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 11:35 am Title: I'm Sorry...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Stupid, Stupid Wanker! Angel has to know, he has to have some type of connection with him still, right? Awwww, you're killing us here!
Author's Response: so sorry Nicki!! Will update again soon :) *chuckles evilly*
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 09:44 am Title: I'm Sorry...
ho my god!
you are so so evil !! do you know that?
ok so i know that you wont kill him (cuse then we will kill you :) ). so anyway im looking forward to the next chapter ...
and if you were offended by my last review im realy soory i didnt mean it !.
its just that i love your stories so so much and ,,,, i want more!!! chapter a day just isnt eanough :)
Author's Response: Hi there Spuffy!! Evil is what I do best!! LOL!! Glad you liked it and no worries about your last review - it was a short chapter!! Will keep updating as quickly as i can :) x
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 09:16 am Title: I'm Sorry...
hihiihihihhiihi - eh - I mean, of course, aww noo :P...tisk tisk, silly Spike, five days worth of sleeping pills aren't nearly enough. Wonder if Buffy'll think he's dead...at least they'll probably somehow realise what he tried to do...
Unless he's actually dead, in which case I'm going to go like "WHAT!?!?!" A whole bunch of times. Hm...or maybe he'll be returned to life again, or maybe Angel will find him and turn him into a vampire just in time. Or maybe , I'm having too many or's, pick one! ...nevermind. Okay,
*puts on unrealistic Ross voice* loving this!
Author's Response: but he's been saving all his painkillers too not just the sleeping pills.....Glad you're loving it and won't keep you waiting too long!!
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 06:48 am Title: I'm Sorry...
*cries* Awwwwwwww, spike! Someone has to come help him, he cant just off himself like this.
Once again, fantastic stuff! I love it.
Author's Response: Cheers puska - I had to psyche myself up to post this chapter!! LOL and then ducked just in case!! So saying it is fantastic really means a lot :)
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 03:35 am Title: I'm Sorry...
You--you EVIL woman!!!!
Get Buffy in there STAT, she has to save him! Or Angel can turn him again (yay, lol) but something just HAS to be done NOW!!!!
You do realize my lashes are beginning to fall off, right?
FIX THIS!!!!!!
*hugs* (mainly to keep you close enough to choke you if you don't)
Author's Response: *hugs* (mainly to keep you close enough to choke you if you don't) -
that is just sooo funny (oops sorry - i guess you were going for scary!! tee hee!!) quick get the glue! save those lashes!!! I'm pretty sure they'll be safer from now on!!!! *big hugs* to try to make it all better xx
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 02:32 am Title: I'm Sorry...
Wow, how very sad. I'm crying right now. For anyone who thinks being dead is the best option is so sad. That life is very bad for them or they are so depressed that life is not worth living. Is beyond sad.
I look forward to the next chapter. I hope it isn't too hard to read but I imagine it probably is.
Author's Response: I know this sounds terrible but I'm so touched that my words moved you to tears! It is a horrible state of mind for a person to be in. Please keep letting me know what you think. It shouldn't be quite so hard from now on....
[Report This]Date: 04/01/2008 - 01:54 am Title: I'm Sorry...
Stupid, STUPID idiot, I hate suicide, I've dealt with it too many times in my life and its never pretty. You did a good job of portraying the downward spiral.
Author's Response: hi nicka, sorry to bring up something that you've had touch your life! :( thank you for saying that i portrayed it well, that means a lot :) more soon.
[Report This]Date: 03/31/2008 - 12:34 pm Title: A Set Back
Bad luck for Spike... Murphy's law, eh? Just when he fell he didn't have buzzer. But it seems not so bad (the bones seems to be ok).
Uh-huh.. stupid Spike. Trying to kill himself? Back to that then.
But when he doesn't take the blue pills his sleep won't be that deep *wonders.... will he notice Buffy?*
Author's Response: Hi there Cordyk!! your wondering will be answered in the next chapter!! Tee hee! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/31/2008 - 08:20 am Title: A Set Back
N-O_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!
ho poooor poor spike!
ho.... he is going to be awake tonight!!
so thats mean that when buffy comes to visit .....
right?????!!!!!!
ho im hoping things will start looking up realy soon!!
and well..... can you put more in the chapters i feel like very little actually happens in each chapter!
cant wait to read more
and 10x for updong so soon!
Author's Response: Things will start to look up but perhaps not right now......!! LOL!! Sorry that you think nothing happens in my chapters, it's just the way that I write I guess :) At least I do more or less daily updates! LOL! Thanks for reviewing! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/31/2008 - 01:07 am Title: A Set Back
Yay now he'll know Buffy is there. More please soon.
Author's Response: Thanks Nicka! Won't keep you waiting too long i promise!! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 10:09 pm Title: A Set Back
oh no!!!!! Poor Spike!!! Buffy has to come help him now! aww, what a horrible thing to happen to him. This is great. Love it!
Author's Response: Thanks Puska! Great and love it in the same review!! *Huge smile* He has got really low - the indignity of having to call for help - he hates being 'helpless' - won't keep you too long! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 09:42 pm Title: A Set Back
You just love tortuing us, don't you?! I'm really starting to feel for the *poor guy* here! Looking forward to your next update.
Author's Response: Yes Bryntrev, i have to admit that I do love torturing you!! lol! He is just about as low as a Spike can get!! Won't keep you waiting for too long! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 09:37 pm Title: A Set Back
Poor Spike. He seems so matter-of-fact about his decision, but I shouldn’t be surprised. That’s how he got hurt in the first place. He was trying so hard until this setback, though.
Buffy's stalking will hopefully come in handy now.
Great chapter - don't leave us hanging too long!
Author's Response: H iMichelle D - I think perhaps that's why he's so fragile at the moment - it's his own fault that he got hurt!! Will udate quickly - i promise!! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 08:12 pm Title: A Set Back
ah! i'm so sad for him that he has one set back and he gets so depressed! I hope someone stops him!
Excellent story! I'm so immersed!! Ican't wait to see what happens next!
Author's Response: Thanks Shelly - poor Spike's pretty fragile at the moment! :) thank you so much for saying it's excellent - that kind of thing really lifts me up!! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 07:21 pm Title: A Set Back
Poor Spike and poor Buffy ,you can't let him do it Mabel , he can't kill himself , he needs to know Buffy's there so he has something to fight for . very emotional stuff your writing here girl, good work.
Author's Response: cheers Jo!! :) Thanks for saying it's 'good stuff' *big grin*! Won't make you wait too long!
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 06:20 pm Title: A Set Back
Just as I was chuckling at He is stupidly tall, isn’t he? I read the last part and was WTF????
Mabel I'm a sweet person (usually), so please don't make me resort to threats (meh, usually I blackmail people with QS ending unhappily when they're evil w their fics, but you don't read it and I have no leverage *pouts*) about batting my eyelashes till I get cross-eyed and sending you the doc's bill for it!!! FIX THIS!!! Spike was doing so well, and now he's back to offing himself? Hell NO!!!
Fix this!!! *commences the batting of said lashes*
Author's Response: That is a great review to have for the 100th!! thanks you!! I'm saving QS to read when it's complete!! read up to their first bonk!! LOL!! Will update again tomorrow I promise!! Take it easy with the eye lashes!! :) *chuckles* :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 05:22 pm Title: A Set Back
Okay, am I the biggest freak ever that I love the major angst of suicide attempts/thoughts? ...only in stories of course, hehe...he...? uhm jah. Anyhow, I'm sensing a Buffy-sneaks-into-his-room-at-night-while-he's-still-awake-due-to-nonsleepingpill-taking moment coming up:P I wonder how he'll react...will he be angry, or secretely pleasantly surprised to find her still here...or uhm...hm. I love it anyway!
can't wait for more:)
Author's Response: you and me both!! Won't keep you waiting too long i promise!! Thakns for reviewing - one more and it's hit the 100 mark!! :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 02:20 pm Title: Watching Over You
I love it how she goes to his room every night and looks after him in his sleep. I like this responsible, spike-loving Buffy. I just wish Spike wouldn`t be so damn stubborn.
Author's Response: Stubborn and proud - not a good combination for our Spike! Buffy is proper Spike loving buffy here!! LOL Thanks for reviewing :)
[Report This]Date: 03/30/2008 - 12:52 pm Title: Watching Over You
Awww, I'm so proud at Buffy for not having run off! I really wish Spike would stop being so stubborn, but at least Angel did try telling him she loves him!
I want more, please *bats eyelashes*
*hugs*
Author's Response: buffy is being nice buffy in this fic!! But Spike most definately is too proud for his own good!! :) I can never resist your batting eyelashes!! Will put more up now!! :) *hugs*