You know, I started thinking this morn. If S is so open about his feelings, it's kind of given that he hasn't gotten burnt yet. He's not bitter about all the women he's ever wanted, discarding him. Quite the opposite, he's acting as if he has never had a refusal in his life, as if it would depend on him, how much he will get out of this relationship. It should indicate that he never really loved Dru or if he did, she hasn't hurt him as much as in canon. Or maybe S really just does not understand what is going on here, in his unbeating heart. But I doubt it, unless he's never even loved before (which brings me to the beginning of the theory - he's never been hurt.). Or will you resolve it somehow differently all together?

Author's Response: Well, I like to think that Spike was in love with Dru. And she did hurt him, by going back to Angelus, even after all the time they were alone together. But, that was twenty years ago, so he's had time to distance himself from it. As for "all the women he's ever wanted," I suppose there was a Cecily somewhere in his past, but it won't come up in this story, since in canon Spike never thought of Cecily's rejection until Buffy also said "you're beneath me." But mainly my Spike is open (or at least, was in the last chapter) because there had been enough of him mysteriously appearing and being mysterious. They both needed to lay it on the line so that the next step can continue, and say what they feel (or at least, what they think they feel). Because once they get to Sunnydale, there will be a whole new set of issues (not necessarily all about Dru). Thanks for writing!

Great, blood offer. It shows how much buffy trusts spike. He's a killer, yeah, but he's not gonna kill her. Anyway, drinking could always lead to 'something else'... *grins*. Love it like usual!

Author's Response: Yes, drinking could definitely lead to something else. :) Buffy might find out that it's not as easy as "bite and suck" between them. Thanks for reading!

Oht hat was good, I glad he is going with her, but wait till he finds out has to fight his family


Author's Response: Yeah, Wesley might have neglected to mention that little detail to Buffy, that Spike is part of the Aurelians. Thought she might get the wrong idea about them if she knew; too bad he didn't know what she was planning on doing. :) Spike and Buffy will both be in for a little shock. Glad you're enjoying it!

ow-ow-ow!! it hurts!! it hurts so much not to have an update right now!!! god, it hurts! I thought she would offer him sex. Does she even realise that any time she lets him drink from her she risks her life? Is she crazy? I wonder how Giles will take it? I hope she simply won't tell him. And about resolving the awkward question thing - I thought Spike would lie about having any feelings for her but your Spike is way more honest than any other I've read. I'm not sure I agree with it but I like it for the time being. And now I love your Buffy. This kind of proposition was a smart move, though I'd worry less if she could pay him with money. She's resourseful and knows what she wants.

Author's Response: Aw, if she offered him sex, she'd be a prostitute. Now, she's just morally questionable. :) Aw, she's not too crazy. Sure, it may not be the most brilliant idea she's ever had, but obviously Spike has a deal of control, since he's already had some of her blood. Nope, she won't be telling Giles, or anyone, though it will come out eventually. As for Spike being honest, well, he was pretty honest during the episode Crush, so I didn't see it as that much of a stretch. Glad you're enjoying it, and thanks for reading!

I love it! Really enjoyed Buffy and Spike finally clearing the air - it gives them a new, if not entirely comfortable place to start from.

Spike is certainly going to be a force to be reckoned with, with the Gem of Amara AND a consistant diet of Slayer blood. Can't wait to see what Giles thinks about his new charge's "employee".

I am so excited for the rest of the ride!

Author's Response: Hehe, well, Giles won't be finding out for a while. Spike is going to Buffy's dirty little secret. (Though I promise, no Spike abuse, like when he was her dirty little secret on the show.) Yeah, what with the Gem and the blood, Spike's going to be pretty dangerous. Good thing we have Buffy to keep him in line! Thanks for reviewing!

This story is fabulous! Great transition chapter. I'm glad to see them finally have a real conversation instead of Spike just jumping in and out of situations.

Sounds like it's about to get very very intersesting indeed!

Author's Response: Yeah, he was kind of come and go there for a bit, but not to worry, he'll be around tons since Buffy has hired him. :) Thanks for the compliments, and thanks for reading!

Wonder what Spike will say?? Can't wait to read more!

Author's Response: Thank you so much!

OH I can't wait to see what he says to that.

Author's Response: Glad you're liking it!

Ahhh, what a cliff hanger! I can't wait for your next chapter!

Author's Response: *evil grin* Yes, the cliffhanger.... Thanks for reviewing!

OMG I wasn't expecting that and I'm sure Spike wasn't expecting that - very good cliffhanger. But, there's always a but, I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL SATURDAY. Love this story.

Author's Response: Hehe, thank you so much! I'm glad I can keep surprising people, not becoming predictable and all that. Glad you're enjoying!

Well I love that question, can't wait for more.

Author's Response: Thanks so much!

Hmm... I wasn't expecting that. I thought she was going to ask him to train with her - help her be a better slayer. I like her bluntness.

Nice cliffhanger! Looking forward to the next update!



Author's Response: Well, she might be doing something like that too. :)

wow
i can't believe she just came out and asked him that

i have never read a story where that happened

good cliff hanger

Author's Response: Well, I'm trying to be original. :) Thanks for reviewing!