Don't worry I'm not going to give up on you or this story. This has been a twist, but I like twist and turn in a story. It make the end that much better. this way I don't know the end ten chapter before it actually ends. I'm glad you are working things out instead of leaving them hanging in midair. Can't wait for the next chapter. I love this story.

I am srry love,but even though I like this story,it is driving me up the wall.This is showing me you are a good writer.But at the same timeI just want to bitch slap Buffy.It is high tme she stops feeling sorry for her self and grow up.Just choose one way or the other.Sorry I rantBut like I said this is driving me around the bend.

GOD DAMNITT!! why cant buffy just admitt that spike his the guy for her and they are meant to be together. i love this story and am so happy u upxdated. i really hope that she gets better and improves her life to wat she wants it to be. also i hope that everything works out between buffy and spike and that he doesnt give up trying to be with her. please update as soon as u can, i cant wait to read more and see wat happens next. thanx

as pissed as i am at buffy right now, i completely understand why she's doing what she's doing. it's something that she needs to do. please post soon. great job.

Loved the chapter! Can't wait for the next update!

Good chapter, she's deep in thought right where she needs to be. Again, I hope Spike will stick around locally until she's ready.

I am really enjoying this story. Can't wait for more!

Great chapter. Of course I wanted the hearts and flowers but naturally the conflict is so much better. I'm really hoping that when Spike agreed to go home that he's headed for her place. *please, please, please* One other thing. From Buffy's story it seems like she hadn't actually had sex with anyone before Spike came to town. If she didn't have sex with Angel, and she just did the phone sex job to learn how to have sex better...Was she actually a virgin when she had sex with Spike? Damn difficult for a woman to be a 'whore' when she's only had one partner.

Well that was a volatile reunion, I can't wait to find out where things go from here. Good update.

Calling someone a bitch who is going through emotional upheaval is pretty heartless. I understand why Buffy did what she did. She just tried to KILL herself. She's broken - as in nowhere near even partially healed. C-O-M-P-A-S-S-I-O-N.
I have a feeling Spike is going home - to the guesthouse. He did declare he would not leave her this time and I'm gonna believe that for now. These two have a lot to work through and I hope Spike is up to the task AND has plenty of patience. Seems like a lot of mending is needed.

I have to admit, I was pissed at Buffy. I also thought, well 'that's that' however I remembered something...
When does Spike 'ever' give up on Buffy!?! (tee hee)

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Don 't kill you? You're killing me! I'm so enraged at Buffy right now (and you get tyhe fallout cause you're writing it -sorry, it's a collateral damange kinda thing). Really, I love the tale, but at some point Buffy's gotta stop pushing him away and realize all that's he's trying to do to make it all work. She's just so down on herself I'm in tears over it. (Good job author, getting me all worked up like this). Anxiouxly awaiting your next installment (and going quietly insane with the angst)! Thanks for sharing. more please.

very understandable meeting. i liked it...just hoping the home that spike is going to is buffy's house! :)