Summary: He really didn't know how much I loved him. I loved him so much that it hurt to think that I'd die one day and he'd be on his own, I loved him so much that without him here, my world is gone, I loved him so much that when he's not here, I'm nothing at all, I love him so much, that I'd kill myself, or anyone, I'd do anything just to hear his voice one last time. Without him, I want to die, to Hell with the rest of the world, if I can't have him I don't want to be here.

I looked up at him and he gently wiped a tear from my face.My hand took hold of his while I traced his beautiful face with the other, and looking into his bluer than blue eyes, there was something different about them from what I remember. They looked more familiar, more recent and, after a moment, I realized not only was this Spike, but it was *my* Spike...

"Buffy?"

He said my name with such wonder that I knew without a doubt that he knows who I am. My heart swelled in my chest with overwhelming warmth and love for him. "Shut up, Xander!" I practically roared at him. "I'm not five years old! You can't tell me what to do! Okay? I'm living my life, and you know what? You are just going to have to deal with this!" I glared, letting my eyes show the fire inside.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: No

Summary: It's said that everyone has a soul mate.
One person made for one other person. What if you found that person but your time with them was tragically cut short. Could you find them in another life time? What if you did, what would you do if you remembered that other life?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No

Summary: Set during the episode “Replacements,” Toth’s second blast of badness strikes Spike instead of his lamp. How will the Scoobies deal with a visitor from the past? Will they be able to restore the obligate symbiotic relationship between monster and man before it’s too late?




Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 25 for Best Episode Re-Write, Runner Up for Best Plot-Spike Pairing, and Best Unfinished------Many Thanks!!!!






Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes

Summary: Set after Chosen, Buffy has closed up not dealing with the grief of losing Spike! She bumps into rack who gives her power but also turns her evil. No deaths happened in the end of Grave or Chosen Hence Anya & Tara still alive

A/N this is gonna be a WIP based on a challenge on Sinister-Attraction Squishes to Annie for the idea!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence
Completed: No

Summary: After Pangs and before Something Blue, Spike has Christmas with Buffy and her family.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes

Summary: The scooby gang take a much needed break at the beach. Just a cute fluffy fic
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes

Summary: Alternate Season V - written for the banner for fic challenges at WriterCon UK, the requirements were Spike-Dawn friendship, Scooby teamwork and a vist from an old friend. Funny how with all that, it turned out Spuffy anyway. :) Begins with Dawn calling Spike on his obvious feelings for Buffy and goes from there. Non-canon.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes

Summary: Spike and Buffy's lives are turned upside down by an unexpected arrival from Spike's past. Or is it William's? This will be eventual Spuffyness, but it has to work up to it. I am still calling this Spuffy because that it what it ultimately is. You have been warned! :)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No

Summary: Buffy and Spike have a hopeful reunion in the midst of a mission. They depart with the promise of a future of some sort together. However, hope turns to dismay when Buffy receives word of Spike's sudden death.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes

Summary: Please read Hold me, I'm Sick and A World Unseen. Our heroes are living together and are well into a life joined together but both are unsettled and wanting more. When old friends return requesting help, what adventure will follow?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes

Summary:

Lovers Walk is interrupted by the arrival of the dead and the slowly dying.

Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes

Summary: I know you'll never love me. I know I'm a monster. But you treat me like a man, and that's...

What if Buffy did treat Spike like a man? My response to a challenge posted on my livejournal. (One-shot.)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes

Summary: Just as Alice went down the rabbit hole, Spike is launched into a place where nothing is quite what it seems. A search for Buffy after Spike loses her in the most unimaginable way possible, leads to things only found in his dreams and nightmares.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Completed: No