Date: 12/19/2012 - 02:25 am Title: Chapter Twelve
Really? You're in bed, all post coital with a naked Spike... whittling on about Angel? Nah. "Embrace the pain, spank your inner moppet, whatever, but get over it." :)
Date: 12/11/2006 - 11:48 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
well, maybe it's me being really, really hormonal, but i'm telling you. I CRIED! someone pass the kleenex! ten out of ten
Date: 09/29/2006 - 02:41 am Title: Chapter Twelve
You are a consistantly amazing writer. I look foreward to eash chapter
Date: 06/23/2006 - 08:30 am Title: Chapter Twelve
OMG! it is such an emotional scene i like how angel was portrayed in your story . I wanted to cry ! great story so far!!
Date: 03/26/2006 - 09:25 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
oh....it´s really late now and i´ve got an exam tomorrow but....great job, really. wow....sad. poor angel.. :(
Date: 02/06/2006 - 09:57 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
Touching...........I would cry....but it was only Angel. If it was Spike.......I'd be knee-deep in my own tears........
Date: 01/19/2006 - 05:39 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
oh damn. it hurt to see her so broken up about his death. . . and really good way to bring in che show and wow. poor girl. no wonder she's afraid.
Date: 11/29/2005 - 05:32 am Title: Chapter Twelve
That was wonderful, after beating around the bush for so long, they were finally able to get past the pain that was keeping them apart, and Buffy was able to confide her darkest secret. I'm sure we're not all sunshine and puppy dogs now, but connecting those two events really makes that night so much more meaningful to them, and made the weight so worth it. A divine chapter. Thanks for sharing it with us.
Date: 06/14/2005 - 05:14 am Title: Chapter Twelve
glad u didn't make angel out to b a jerk who broke her heart!
Date: 06/10/2005 - 11:29 am Title: Chapter Twelve
Oh wow! I'm glad to finally have the whole story!! And the love scene was beautifully done! Wonderful chapter! *Goes to click for next chapter* Hehehe!
Date: 06/03/2005 - 07:23 am Title: Chapter Twelve
i like it, you should keep working on it...partly because you write good sex scenes and i would like to read more and partly because the whole story is quite good and deserves to be finished.
Date: 06/01/2005 - 04:10 am Title: Chapter Twelve
I came across this while looking for updates for the fics I'm currently following and was pulled in - hook , line and sinker! What a fantastic fic. I'm not a big fan of all human fics, but this is exceptional. So sad at the beginning, then a bit of gentle fun (with Anya and the gang) then some friendship blossoming, then the Putz (Riley) then the song.... then the WOW! then the sad again as Buffy told of Angel (so glad he's already dead in this - saves us all pleading with you to kill him off). I LOVE IT and WANT MORE (willing to wait while you have that real life you speak of) but please do give us more when you are able. Thanks so much for writing such a moving, heartfelt and VERY HOT (well with Spike of course it's hot) story.
Date: 05/25/2005 - 04:13 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
Simply lovely. I just stumbled upon this story yesterday, and finished up through the latest chapter today, so sorry for the lack of earlier reviews. I am so taken with this piece thus far - can't wait to see where you take it from here. I have a feeling there is still much to be worked out between the two, and a lot of healing left to do. Looking forward to your next update. All the best, Melissa
Date: 05/25/2005 - 05:36 am Title: Chapter Twelve
love it love it love it !
Date: 05/24/2005 - 08:55 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
ok. i started reading this today n i'm now at the end of what you've written.... chapter twelve in words and 13 in numbers. whats up with that.
so yeah anyway ive read it and i have to say it is really quite touching.
i've almost cried quite a few times.
yeeehaw
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Author's Response: There's 12 chapters and a prologue. The site counts the prologue as a chapter, I don't. ;)
Date: 05/24/2005 - 06:25 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
I love the story! I'm glad they finally got together! And Poor Buffy! Hopefully Spike can make it all better :) Can't wait to read more - please update again soon!
Date: 05/24/2005 - 05:14 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
Great chapter. I love this story so much and every chapter is really very good. This one was what I've been waiting for up until this point. It's what makes all the pain and angst bearable.
Date: 05/24/2005 - 12:27 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
Awww how Nice of Mona to help out *winks*. Buffy coming to her bloody senses i mean jeeze. Addie you know you wrote good hottness, you know it was incredible. You write the sex well. The touching side of it was great, i mean leave it to Spike to be tender. *laughs* Yeahhhhh go safe sex girl. I am very proud that she and him used that. Excellent story. Now write more as Mona commands *laughs*
Date: 05/24/2005 - 12:09 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
That was wonderful. Buffy finally opening up was believeable and the sex scene was hot and well written. I read "I want our first time to be in a bed" with the same relief you gave Spike. I love the detail you put into this story, it paints a vivid picture.
Date: 05/24/2005 - 12:05 pm Title: Chapter Twelve
What do you mean you can't read my mind? Damn, and I've been sending you the winning lottery numbers all week. oh well, your loss. Great update! yay! for the Spuffyness! Glad to finally know what happened to Angel. Can't wait for more
Date: 05/24/2005 - 10:42 am Title: Chapter Twelve
wouldn't it be cool if you WERE a mind reading author though? hehe. Anyways, great chapter, poor Buffy thinking Angel dieing was her fault. And soooo glad you had them get away from the kitchen table! I thought we were gonna have one of those horrible situations where it's all rushed and not nice and everything just goes horribly wrong from there, so thanks for being nice and getting themt o the bedroom! This chapter was excellent and maybe my fave of the whole story. Can't wait for more.
Date: 05/24/2005 - 09:52 am Title: Chapter Twelve
Poor Buffy. Poor Angel. It makes sense now as to why Buffy no longer speaks to Joyce. Her real time with Angel ended before it ever really started. Hopefully, now that Buffy has told Spike, he will be able to help her get past the guilt. Wonderful Chapter, Addie. You don't even KNOW how much I love this story!
Date: 05/24/2005 - 09:23 am Title: Chapter Twelve
Glad Buffy can finally tell Spike about Angel and her guilty feelings. And of course... they are together.
Date: 05/24/2005 - 07:05 am Title: Chapter Twelve
wow how painfull that must have been! I can see why she now blmaes her mother .. :( Hope Spike can get her past this
Date: 05/24/2005 - 06:31 am Title: Chapter Twelve
Excellent chapter. Kinda feel like I've been on an emotional rollercoaster after reading it. But that's a good thing; a sign of excellent writing. Thought things were moving too fast at the beginning but that quickly changed. Glad to finally know the story between her and Angel...and that Buffy is finally opening up to Spike. Looking forward to reading more.