A bad past what Buffy has there. She can be lucky the she became like Angel said the kindest, most caring and loving person I have ever known. It's nothing that her parents are responsible for, having neglected her so much.
Maybe now that she can make a new start with Spike's help things will get better.

Author's Response: That's the plan! You're going to like the upcoming chapters I promise = ) Thanks for reading and reviewing!

wow that was fast and just insane *depot shot doesn't prevent hiv/aids*. That being said it was a nice chapter overall.

Author's Response: That was kind of the point (the fast thing) Buffy like jumped him because she had all of theme emotions inside and she wasn't dealing with them properly. She hadnt allowed herself to actually feel in a little over 6 months... When Spike came along, he opened up everything and she kind of freaked out over it and did what she thought would make it better. Which only made it worse. As for the HIV/AIDs thing, I never even thought of that. Bad me... Sorry = ( Thanks for the review.

Ah, your welcome hun :D

I really enjoyed this chapter and getting to see some insight of Spike was just great!

Author's Response: :D thanks!! *lots of hugs and love* i had to type that like three times.. jeeze soo horrible at typing today.. Thanks for the review :)

Great story, loving it, loving it. :)

Author's Response: Thanks! I'm having some difficulty right now.. I'm totally uninspired and mystuff isnt turning out right. But I will get it soon! thanks for the encouragement!

I love this story...
And I cant wait for your next update
*hugs*

Author's Response: Aww! thanks :) I will update soon as i can!! Promise :)

Just found your fic and am addicted already! Can't wait for the next update!

Author's Response: yay! Awesome :) Thanks for reviewing!

Okay, it's offical. You have me hooked. There's no way that I can go on with my day unless you update.

Great story.

Author's Response: Awww thanks... I was worried about this chapter. Its the best one I've written but I was worried becuase people might have thought that i moved to fast. thanks for reviewing! *hugs*

Great chapter, I am pulling for these two peeps.

Author's Response: Thanks! This chapter is my favorite so far :) Thanks for reviewing!

Really nice start. Can't wait to see more. You alrealy have me hooked.

Author's Response: I'm glad i have you hooked :) I'm trying really hard on this story and im so happy im getting so many good reviews. Thanks a bunch! :)

Ooooh, I love this so far. I will TRY to be patient for the next chapter. :) Update soon pleasssse?

Author's Response: as soon as my betas send me the beta'd copies i will post.. Promise it wont take long :)

Ok sweetie, first off I wanna say the story concept is great. You have done so well for your first fic. However, I felt as though its moved a bit too quickly. Buffy comes across stubborn, yet she went with Spike so willingly. I can understand your eagerness to get to the main part of the fic, but remember things don't happen over night. The fast attraction I can understand coz, num Spike!

I can't wait to read what else happens though and the banner is gorgeous!

Author's Response: Thanks Burnkitty. Im trying to make it as though Buffy really likes Spike and feels pulled to him, but she is holding back because of Angel... She is trusting him because she feels that she can trust him, and because she is tired of being alone. Spike makes her feel cared for and of course.. add the suppressed lusty wrong feelings... *darts eyes around* I dont mean for things to go quickly, but my next chapter has a plot. You might think its going quickly again, BUT you will understand in time :) Thanks for the review. *hugs*

it's an okay start, i just wish buffy would stop being so stubborn and get over whatever infatuation she has with angel. if he cared about her at all, he probably would be the one looking for her, but i doubt he really cares. spike is so sweet here, even though he's with harmony, it helps knowing that he really doesn't care about her. how old is he in this anyway? well, despite some spelling errors, this is pretty good for your first fiction.

Author's Response: All in good time :) Its all going tobe cleaned up a bit with Buffy in the next couple of chapters.. But the real kicker with Angel is coming up :) Hope you enjoy and thanks for the review